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Before I say anything, I'll admit that sometimes, I DO look at my horoscopes... But, I have mostly been disappointed by the readings. So, now, I only look at my horoscope maybe a few times a year when I'm bored or depressed. But...
A few months ago, I was back to my old ways again (hanging with the "homies") and put
myself in a bit of a predicament. So, I was stressed-out, angry, and
disgusted, and turned to YouTube to take my mind off of my troubles.
(Pick A Card. Goddess Mentality - YouTube)
I was looking at some YouTube videos, and came across a Spiritual Woman who was also a Tarot Reader. She was on one of my favorite YouTubers' channel.
At first, I didn't think much of it. I've never been interested in Tarot Readings. But, the more she talked, the more I felt that she wasn't just a Tarot Card Reader.
I want to say I felt a positive "vibe" from her, but I'm not really sure if that's what it was. Honestly, I don't think so. But, I was curious, and decided to take a break from cyber-surfing to check-out her channel.
She was raw, uncut, vulgar, and profane, but she was right on the money with EVERYTHING she was saying about me and my recent history.
She mentioned my ex and the break-up and how she was trying to get in contact with me. And, my ex had been calling me and sending me emails at the time.
She mentioned a few other things that I was just THINKING about also, and I felt like... God, The Universe, or The Spirit was talking to me through HER; Because, I had been praying and asking questions, and she was responding with all of the answers!
I also had just got rid of those "slow-rollers" (my so-called "friends"), because associating with those "slow-rollers" had just cost me over TEN GRAND. (And, I'm done with them permanently.)
I don't know why I was even associated with those guys in the first place. I never saw them as people I was "on the same page" with, so being involved with them for all of those years was ridiculous.
As I mentioned in the previous posts, I was kicked to the curb, and after I was, my life got a heck of a lot better. But, when they called me up and wanted to see me again, I didn't want to seem like a jerk, so I reconnected. And, within 7 or 8 months, I was crashing again. But, this time, I separated myself before I went completed down.
She KNEW all of this. She knew I had isolated myself and kicked their asses to the curb this time.
She knew I was into writing. She knew I was working on a clothing brand. She knew I was no longer partying and hanging out. She knew it all.
Later, she even predicted that I would be meeting someone who could possibly be a love-interest... Lord, I hope this girl isn't the one. I was interested in her a long time ago, but my interests have changed. I just want to chill and not deal with the stress of a commitment.
But, here a woman is. I had to sit by the phone half of Valentine's Day until she called to make sure we spoke to each other. And, for her to tell me she's coming over on Wednesday.
I don't think there's any escape this time.
But, also the Tarot Reader mentioned I would start to see some progress and growth from one of ventures. My clothing brand especially. It hasn't happened yet. But, the crazy thing is all of this energy I've had in working on this brand. It came from nowhere. The ideas came from nowhere. I simplified it and expanded it all at the same time, and I feel much more confident about it succeeding.
If it does, I'll be back on solid ground...
The money will be important, but finally, I'll be able to build bigger and better things, and move away from all of the crazy drama that keeps trying to bring me down.
I know that this new "friendship" is one of those obstacles, traps, and potential dramas I need to avoid - and, maybe it's just a stepping stone - but, hopefully, I can get through it without losing everything - including my sanity.
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relationship into positives. My main goal is to help others find a
compatible partner/team player OR see the positives of being single and
enjoying the single life.
