DAMN! Now SHE has found This Blog AND my YouTube Channel! 😫
If you have never felt trapped in a relationship for a long period of time, I can tell you firsthand that it really will drive you to the point of doing the unthinkable. I didn't snap or anything, but I was walking around in the middle of the night cussin' at the wind, cussin' at the sidewalk, cussin' at the past, and cussin' at myself. It was stress, frustration, irritation, anger, sadness, and just plain being "sick and tired" of everything and everyone around me. This is all MY fault. I got myself into this because I was "doing the right thing" by helping people who needed help. That's what we're all supposed to be doing on this great green earth, right? We're supposed to be helping each other or helping others when we can. Now, that philosophy was biting me in the backside. And, I was starting to hate everything I was taught... I hated my upbringing and beliefs, but I couldn't turn away from it. I was even mad at my f...