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just be cool (notes)

(notes) ** just jotting down some thoughts for a possible post on confidence and conversation. If you still feel uneasy about socializing and talking to people, just remember to be cool... Cool, Calm, and Collected. There's no need to over-think the situation. Ask questions and offer input relevant to the subject or situation. If you hate standing around with your hand in your pocket, offer to help. Whatever you do, enjoy the moment. Mix, Mingle, and just be cool... The great thing about being cool, calm, and collected, is that it's like you're in an active meditative state like being in The Zone. You're fully awake and your brain is "clicking on all cylinders". Your thoughts are precise. Your actions are precise. And everything you do is done with ease. This is the way you want to live your life when you're out engaging in social events and meeting new romantic prospects. Being cool and calm doesn't mean you can't laugh, joke,...

The Big Payback: I Want Revenge!

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James Brown - The Payback Video provided by - OldSchoolChibani ............................................................................... So, this bitch led me on and broke my heart. She pretended to care about me and to be interested in me romantically. Every time she invited me out - whether it was with her friends or if we were alone - she'd have her arm around me or she'd be nudged against me with her head on my shoulder almost as if we were cuddling. And we HAVE cuddled and flirted with each other at times and even talked about dating, but I now I see it was all B.S. And, I never initiated the conversation! Hell, I thought she was grieving over a recent break-up. But... She kept flirting with me and eventually we shared a kiss. It was nice. I didn't feel any sparks or fireworks, but her lips were very soft and the kiss was cool. As a matter of fact, I could never get tired of kissing a girl with lips as sweet and as soft as hers. But, I h...

Why It's So Hard To Let Go

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  Nelly Furtado - I'm Like A Bird Video provided by -  NellyFurtadoVEVO ...................................................................................... I've lost my will to live. I feel like I just want to lay in this bed and die for the rest of my life... Having a broken heart is hell. Although... I don't know if my heart is really broken. Maybe it's just disappointment... I don't know... I'm just de-motivated. Or, un-motivated. Hell, I just don't have any energy. My desire to blog and write has left me. I feel like a deflated balloon... drifting, falling, rising, wandering aimlessly looking for a place to die. I've never realized it before, but one of the worst feelings in the world is to be in a close relationship with someone you know in your heart is "perfect" for you as a partner or lover and to be rejected by him or her romantically, although, the BOTH of you are looking for someone to love. Her...