The Big Payback: I Want Revenge!

James Brown - The Payback






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So, this bitch led me on and broke my heart. She pretended to care about me and to be interested in me romantically. Every time she invited me out - whether it was with her friends or if we were alone - she'd have her arm around me or she'd be nudged against me with her head on my shoulder almost as if we were cuddling. And we HAVE cuddled and flirted with each other at times and even talked about dating, but I now I see it was all B.S.

And, I never initiated the conversation! Hell, I thought she was grieving over a recent break-up.

But...

She kept flirting with me and eventually we shared a kiss.

It was nice. I didn't feel any sparks or fireworks, but her lips were very soft and the kiss was cool. As a matter of fact, I could never get tired of kissing a girl with lips as sweet and as soft as hers.

But, I had to break away because she started that boolshit and began playing mind games earlier. And, I was a little leery about getting too intimate with a "player" (a hoe), although I wanted to tap that ass.

First, she talked all of this shit about being together but then said she was still pissed about me getting drunk at a party and going into a rage about wanting to go home.

Me and this bitch were laying in bed (just talking) and she was all over me - in my face, arm around me, talking sweet, and getting personal, and all of that. Then, LATER, she's flirting around with another guy (in her group of friends) and hugging all over him. THEN, that same night (the SAME day) the bitch was hugged up all on ANOTHER dude and getting cozy with him! This is the night she claimed that I got drunk and "went into a rage about going home".

It had a bit to do with the fact that she was flirty as hell and basically a player, but I had a few beers because some of my friends were at the bar and I was bored as hell with her and her entourage. They were bowling and although I WILL go bowling, I'm not interested in bowling. And, I don't like going out to venues where you just sit and drink and sit and drink and talk and sit and drink - HELL, I CAN DO THAT AT HOME! wtf???

So, I wanted to go home since neither she nor any of her friends wanted to go out dancing or something besides bowling. We could've at least walked around uptown and checked out the scene.

So, anyway, she said she "had a change of heart" because SHE said I flipped-out.

A few weeks later, she was all over me again but I kept her arms and hands off of me and played it cool. Whenever she tried that "hugging b.s.", I intercepted her hand and clasped it for a brief moment before letting go. I didn't want her to touch me. I wasn't pouting. I just didn't want her on me like that. She'll especially do stuff like that in front of other people - and I don't know why - but, "Don't play with me. Run that game on those suckers."

Don't you hate it when someone tries to play with your emotions like that? Or, when they flirt and tease a lot. Or, when they send mixed signals? Or, when they can't make up their mind about dating exclusively, being in a relationship, or being friends? After awhile you get tired of their crap and want them to move on and leave you alone.

I know it's hard to avoid the scalawag, but if possible, just stay away. Don't accept their phone calls. Don't respond to their text messages. Don't go out on dates with the bum. Just keep busy. Find a hobby or something and Keep your mind off of him or her and let the emotions die down. If you don't, you're just gonna be constantly frustrated and pissed off because they'll keep toying with you as long as you allow it.

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So, anyway, she comes to my job - being flirty and invading my personal space. She got close and realized that I had been smoking. She wants me to quit. And, when she smelled the smoke she said, "That's why we could never be together."

This dumbass broad. I wrote her off a long time ago. I don't give a fat baby's bottom if she knows I smoke! Good riddens...

Time passes and we're chillin' (as friends or whatever) and she's bringing me food at work, and giving me rides to and from work, and cooking for me, and wanting to go out, and we're grocery shopping together, and having semi-deep conversations, and she's asking for and receiving massages from me and giving me back rubs, and we're kickin' it exclusively for a few weeks, so I'm thinking: "okay, we're making progress."

I was thinking maybe she's trying to change her "player" ways.

Then, BAM! The bitch goes on a trip out of town with some scumbag.... lol. wtf??

You talk about playing with a guy's emotions... lol. I wanted to cuss that bitch out.

Then, a couple of days later, she had the nerve to try and sip some of my coffee. I said, "AHHT! Don't put your lips on my cup and you've had that guy's dick and balls in your mouth!"

I may have overreacted, but I was serious. I didn't want that bastards balls on my cup. And, I don't like drinking after people - especially women who spend the night with other men. Ain't no telling where the guy's dick and balls have been. Or, where the woman's mouth has been.

She just gave me this weird look. She was probably shocked at my reaction, but she knew I was telling the truth.

I said to myself: This has got to be the devil - or, bad karma - for all the times I've been a jerk in my relationships.

Whatever. It's still b.s.

So, here's the last straw... the end of the story...

We're supposed to be platonic friends but she called me over twice a couple of weeks ago. We talked and cuddled and whatnot (No sex or kissing), and I spent the night with her. The next day (or night rather - since I'm still on 3rd shift), she cooked and brought me lunch. She's always asking me if I want her to bring me lunch or if I need anything because she's a sweet girl.

And, I hate that I work at night because she's always telling me she's lonely and wished I could be home with her at night. And, it makes me feel bad because I hate the fact that's she's lonely.

But, that broad wasn't lonely for too long!

A few nights after that, she had another friend spend the night in there cuddling with her! I said "DAMN!" wtf??? lol... This bitch will drive a man insane. lol... She TOLD me she was cuddling with the dude.

I said, "What's wrong with this chick? Does she have a cuddling fetish?"

What would you do if a girl (or a guy) kept playing with you like that? Some people would snap. It's situations and events like this that turn nice guys into O. J. Simpson.

But, that's not even the "kicker"...

Two or three days after that, she tells me she was introduced to some guy and they're "officially" boyfriend and girlfriend... "OFFICIALLY".

Now, what does that mean???

Did she consummate the relationship???

I don't know what "officially" means and I don't think I care to know. But, I DO know this:

It'll be a cold day in Hell before I let that bitch fuck with my mind again.

And, I'm not a vengeful person but you have to admit: Sometimes revenge is sweet as hell. And, I plan on paying her back for all the times she's led me on and kept me involved in her craziness.

I don't care about that old saying "you never miss a good thing until it's gone". I don't want her to miss me.

And, I don't want her to have any regrets about NOT giving me the opportunity to be her man.

What I want is for that bitch to see me and beg and plead for the chance just to be acknowledged by me.

I want her to be desperate for me and yearn for the chance just to be near me.

And, she's still not gonna get an immediate invitation. Eventually, she's gonna have to have an appointment.

I hate to say it like that.

But, if you've ever been in a situation like this or ever been played with emotionally and mentally by these scumbag wannabee players, then I'm sure you know how I feel. And, if you don't, I'll tell you right now...

I'm mad as Hell.

- loveqna

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