No. I didn't go blind just yet as I thought I would, but my eye has gotten worse. And so, I can't look at the screen for minutes at a time like "normal folks". My only regret is: I wish I had put more notes on my computer - or, at least many of the same notes I put in my notebooks. But, nevertheless, I'm going to give all the info to "Chuck", and hopefully, I'll be able to pass on some info you can actually use. And, I'll tell you guys (the few of you left) all about my journey up to this point.
It's been wild. I've changed. I'm old. lol... But, more mature and wiser. (That doesn't happen to a lot of people.) I've made one friend - and, I regret it. I've reconnected with my family (and, I regret it) but, they've been very good to me. I just don't feel the same connection after being gone for over 12 or 13 years.
I've done a complete 360. I'm almost right back where I started. And, I almost ended up in the same raggedy-ass situation I was in before!
But! I really believe the Lord has something to do and wants me along for the ride... for a little while anyway.
But, I wasn't sitting around moping about my vision and how my life is so limited. I DO feel bad about it and pray about it all the time, but I've still been helping people build YouTube channels, going out to dinners a few times a week (and, I had to put a stop to that), and I've been yappin' and gossipin' like hell on the phone. I was quickly sick and tired of that BS too.
You never know what kind of crap you're sittin' in until you get up and check yourself.
I know I grew-up a "hoodrat" and had very little knowledge about the world, but I didn't realize how bad off my life really was. The stuff I was thinking, believing, perceiving, and aware of, was really mostly lies and half-truths. My life-skills were terrible, the older folks that I would've learn any type of guidance from needed guidance themselves. Hell, those poor sloppy rascals were failing in Life or just barely getting by, so I stopped talking to those "jokers". They couldn't help me, and the only thing I could do was give the some "change" here and there (and, they were working full time jobs).
This wasn't an eye-opener for me, though. I've still been giving away everything except the kitchen sink. But, Meditation and Prayer has helped out a lot. I'm still gonna' talk shit though! I can live right and still be Me. I never was a mean-spirited person. I'm a country boy slash city-boy so, the best of both worlds come out when I speak (or type). It's ridiculous, I know, and, I laugh and criticize myself sometimes but, ain't no need in changing now.
But, we have Chuck! Chuck won't repeat everything I say or cuss anybody or say anything derogatory so, most of what you'll see will be more "professional" and well-written and more detailed. I keep letting everyone know: I know I'm not gonna live forever... And, I may not even have site next year - or next month!
So, remember what I've always said: Feel free to use, rewrite, remix, and profit off of some of this material.
You'll also find more free images and ebooks and articles, on one of the Lucky Pikas websites. You can use it for personal use or profit as well. * Make sure the content says "perpetual rights" on it. I'll go back and double-check also.
Anyway... I have a few stories to tell that we can all learn from. And, I'll upload content on a regular basis until I get it all out of my system. I can't take it with me. I might as well leave it for someone else to expand on, rewrite, and deliver the Truth. Hell, I may be wrong about everything... Nevertheless, Chuck has your back.
Just keep tuning in... Soon, we'll all be living The Good Life, and The Player's Lifestyle. 🙏👑😊
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